The mere sight of you makes my heart pound. My breathing quickens and my hands shake. Ah, my little heart, can’t you be calm? You smile and suddenly my whole world is upside down. I can’t think straight all I can see is you and that pretty smile. Oh, what I would give for that smile to last forever? Everything and anything. I wish you could always look at me the way you did then.
I breathe a little sigh, I feel so good. I feel so in love with you. Love? Hah, what a childish notion I have. I don’t love you; I admire you, I adore you. I look up to you. I love you in a respectful way. I feel giddy and nervous whenever I think of you. I like it when you smile, it’s pretty. Can you smile for me more often? Can you look at me like you care always? Can you listen to me intently? I would like that, I think. Something that shows you care about me just as much as I care about you. Oh, I feel so happy! I could sing! But I won’t, there are people downstairs and I don’t want to disturb them. I want to tell you how I feel. How do I do it? Slowly? Kindly? Passionately? No, perhaps, delicately. I don’t want to startle you. I just want you to know I care. That someone cares about you. So I’ll whisper it so you can barely hear it, one day, when you aren’t paying attention. Then you will think about those words, subconsciously. You’ll know then, that I love you.
Ah, what is this wonderful feeling? I feel giddy and happy. I am smiling for no reason at all. Maybe there is a reason, I just can’t figure it out. I feel a warmth from within, starting at my toes reaching all the way to my head. I feel so good. I haven’t felt like this in a long time. I wonder why; why do I feel this way?
Oh, I know. Because you smiled at me today, you looked happy. I like making people happy. I like making you happy. Perhaps I like you more that I let on to believe, for why else would you make me feel so good?
I like you smile, it’s nice. I want to see more of it. Maybe, if I am lucky, you will show me.